If I can UNDO all the mistake that I’ve done in my life, you
know what would I vanished. You are my biggest mistake. Oh, why did I marry you.
Yes, I love you but not enough to stand by you. Maybe because I don’t really trust you. But
my heart is so stupid for wanting you in my life. When we had the opportunity
to live together, I had thought that it will last forever but it didn’t happen
because you broke my trust and you never gave me the respect that I deserve.
And finally, I came into my senses. I want you to shut you
out in my life. I don’t care if we are married or we have a child. You choose
that path so you better stand for it. And if you think that I will break into pieces
because I’m choosing to throw you out in my door, you are wrong because I
believe that I have a wonderful life ahead of you.
If you think that you have a miserable life with me, I will
tell you that I am most miserable one because I married a boy trapped in a man’s
body that choose to use his male organ than his head.
Yes, I love you until now. But I am ready to lose you. I
don’t deserve you. You don’t deserve the love that I can give. So please, stay away
from me, now and forever I don’t care with you anymore. You choose to have that life, then, stay in
that until you caught your last breath.